hard to get out of bed these days, very depressed when I get up. don't want to do anything.
Now it's late and I feel like I don't have time to work out or go do anything before I'm supposed be in service to my parents.
I'd rather just go lay in the sun today but I have so much to do before I leave on Saturday. and I don't want to leave.
I'd hoped to be the same weight going as I was coming but that's not happening. And it's sad that that's what I care about when what I should care about is my dad dying, my mom having dementia and my sister being sick and depressed. I feel like I'm the only normal one until I remember I have raging ED issues.
Oh well, it's another day and I have to get going.
At least the sky is blue, the ocean is turquoise and there is sunshine.
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