such a yucky day... So many triggers....
food at Costco
my mom being stingy about buying food I want
watching ballerinas in halter tops and remembering how I used to be that thin once
seeing women thinner than me at the beach
seeing the fat rolls on my stomach in my bikini
talking to my mom about dinner
stores not having the food i want
watching my parents eat
seeing how thin my parents are
seeing all the fat people here and worrying I'll look like them someday
my friends not understanding my ED and giving lame advice like exercise more.and eat less
ugh
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