I'm busting out of my clothes and my bra is bugging me and it's giving me angst.
I don't want to stay in the apartment, it makes me sad to be alone and angry that it's not right.
I'm sad that we can't have a good family evening before my sister and Mike leaves.
I'm worried she will have an allergic reaction to the apartment.
I think she's going to flake on coming back.
My stomach hurts and I'm tired of that.
I desperately want to be skinny but I can't stop eating.
I know I should but I just can't. :(
I'm sad and anxious and the Xanax didn't help.
I hope I don't spiral into a depression or a serious binge fest.
I know I can change, but it just feels so hard right now.
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