Another high calorie, nighttime grazing session. This one all about not being able to eat what I want to eat. After a mostly-normal day of eating, dessert came around. I wasn't satisfied with what I ate so I ate my way around the kitchen (nectarine, way too many mac nuts, dried fruit) until I finally ate the thing I'm not supposed to each but wanted to eat (a caramac - a no no because it has corn syrup and dairy in it, plus chemicals I shouldn't want to eat).
If I'd just eat the goddamn caramac in the first place, I'd have saved myself hundreds of calories. Or figured out a way to convince myself that not eating it is the right thing to do and have moral smugness about that so I don't want to eat it.
So frustrating.
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