I keep screwing up at work. Late to meetings, not prepared enough, behind on news and events. My technology is always messed up (crashing hard drives, cracked screens) and I can't run a meeting for the leadership team without something going wrong. I'm frustrated that even when I'm on track to do something "right" that I fuck it up somehow. For example, I went to the wrong building this morning, so I've missed the opportunity to have face time with a new SLT member and be present for meeting my boss is running. The worst part is that I kept saying "Go to City Center, Go to City Center" and then I went to Lincoln Square instead. ARGH. Oh, and I missed a concall at 8:00 because I totally spaced on it.
What is wrong with me? Why am I like this?
It makes me so sad and disappointed in myself.
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