Huge fucking drama tonight. My sister had a freakout, was yelling at everyone, saying super crazy stuff, upsetting our dad. I get that she it under stress but all of us are. I feel bad for her, but she isn't always rational. Our dad is dying and she wants to talk about how awful her life is. I know that it's not good, she's sick, doesn't work, is married to someone who irritates her but now isn't the time to worry about that shit. She told me I'm a horrible person: selfish, stingy, only concerned about how I look and exercising, and how much money I make. She threatened to kick me in the stomach. She made my dad sad and tired, she made my mom sad, and she made me angry. And I think she's the one being selfish.
Sigh. Why is our family so screwed up?
Luckily I don't want to eat right now... my guts are already in knots from previous events and ill-advised potato chips at dinner which I ate too many of.
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