Why am I afraid to quit this job? What great do I have that keeps me on this role, at Microsoft, in Seattle? Fear of being wrong? Fear that this is as good as it will get? Fear that people won't like me or respect my decision? I fear that I won't be any good at another job, at surviving in a new city, learning a new company or job. I fear that new people won't like me. I don't know why I don't believe in myself more. I'm afraid all the time and that keep me from moving forward. The food comforts me, it makes me feel safe and warm and loved. Word then that I hate myself so much for eating and for not being able to change.
Fear of failure and people not liking me is a double whammy.
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