nighttime is when I fall in the hole. sometimes I eat because I'm frustrated with my day. sometimes I eat because I don't want to go to bed. sometimes I eat because I like the feeling of the fullness, the taste of food, the warmth, the coolness, the crunchiness, the smoothness. I guess I just like to eat.
but I hate the way I look, the way I feel, the lack of discipline I have.
I wish I could go back to being super thin, super controlled. I wish I could be happier with myself no matter what.
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