I just put on my workout clothes to go to yoga and my pudge is sticking out, rolling over the waist and, and making me feel uncomfortable. I hate being squeezed, feeling my fat. I hate wearing things that used to fit, used to be loose. It upsets me.
I had a funny experience this morning volunteering...i was cold so I put the volunteer shirt over my light down jacket. It made me look fat and I didn't like the idea that people thought that I was fat. I want to be thin again. But I still want to eat way to often and way too much.
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