Just lost another apartment. This one was a good solution but my sister wants to keep weighing options, looking, looking and I don't want to commit to anything without her ok. So, I don't want to look anymore until she is here in person and can look with me. And then she can do all the looking she wants while I'm not here.
It kills me that these things affect me so much. I'm crying right now because I'm so frustrated and angry and upset. I wanted this to be all sorted out, I want to have a place to stay that's not always in flux. I don't want to have to constantly move But I want to spend time with my dad while he's still sort of ok. Even though it doesn't feel like I'm really spending that much time with him right now it's better than just phone calls.
I just wish we could get the apartment shit sorted out and get on with this.
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